BUSY!!!

This short sem starts with a busy life.

• preparing fro CDL (campus dodgeball league), 
• preparing for mid-term,
• managing time for revision,

didn't even get enough of sleep,
a tiring month.
really hope that this sem will really get a good result.


anyway, it still good to have fun with a bunch of cheerleaders~
kekeke~

It's New Sem!!!

It's been a long time since i updated my blog! wow, 3 months? 4 month?
Haha, not sure!! but is a great time since i made my new decision!!
[to drop up my medicine, and taking actuarial science]
Yes, i still can't put it down yet but i will still try to love this new course! A challenging one!! Always twist my brain with all the calculation. Last sem exam is the most exciting for me as i didn't take a real exam for almost two years, with all those mathematical terms that i forgot long time ago, with all the calculation that hidden back in my mind, i manage to recall them one by one. And the worse one is those 'accounting', never touch it since i ended my secondary school, four years till now! OMG!! It's so challenging!! Howewer, i still manage to do it!! Say YEAH!!!!

Although my result is not 'flying colour' as i thought, may be just take it as a new experience to me la!! Nevermind, i can do better next time.
I just manage to get:

B+ for math (76),
B for statistics (70),
A+ for accounting (89),
A for english (83),

and still one more unknow result..
Aim for CGPA 3.67, but end up max CGPA 3.625 (estimation). Haiz, just hope for a better grade this coming sem, 1st class honour is waiting for me!!!

A new sem. How it will be like? meet new friends? erm...
a girl friend? erm...
Hahahahaa!! just guessing around, hope it will be a good plan from God!!
Kekekeke~

MY AIM FOR THIS COMING SEM WILL BE 3.75!!!
COME ON!!! I CAN!!

NEWEST ME!!

the forgotten talents..

is been a long time since i ever touch my piano and drums..
these instruments do bring back me with lots of memories..
the fun time with my bands..haha~
and had accompanied me during my sad times..
a really sad one
i used to play my instruments whenever i not feeling good...
i do play it whenever i feel sad..
and whever i'm emo-ing..
this is the best way to express my feeling..
it does comfort me~
and this is the reason why i fall in love with music..
the best way to express myself..

what a wonderful memories..
but now..
this talents about to be faded away from my life..
and is a waste i think..
no more piano..
and no more drums..

it touches deep inside my heart..

it just came through my mind..

and i dont know why...

and i just wants to ask...

would you be the one who will still care for me eventhough i'm blind?

would you willing to change my life?

would you be in my life forever?

that's my decision..

at last...i make a decision..

i totally gave up my dream starting today..

and to take up another dream by now..

just as closing up my left eye and open up my right eye..

i will see a further future waiting for me..

and i know somedays later, i will open my left eye again..

and the future will be brighter

i will totally come back for you!

[if i could]

watch your talk..

a simple word do have lots of  meaning..
and it hurts people if they don't know what u meant..
we should always watch what we talk..
because if you don't..
you hurt them!

especialy when you are typing..
they wouldn't know what emotion you are in..
with just a simple ''!'' they will think you are angry!
i always hurt people with what i said and what i typed!
because i don't know what words should be use in a right place or to a right person..
and yet i always apologise for my foolness..
i know i did wrong and i hope for a forgiveness..

decision that hard to me..

when comes to decision, i really hate it!!

i saw this video on facebook..
is about a father who sacrifice his own son to save a train of people!
how great is the father!
if that little boy is your son, what will you do?
will you just sacrifice your own son?
or choose to sacrifice a train of people to save your own lovely son?

i asked my friend ''antoine''..
who will u choose?
he choose the boy..
i told him that he is selfish and i said i rather sacrifice myself..
and he said: if he were u, i will do the same..[i'll save you]
and he asked me: what will you do?
i stuned at the moment!
i can't think of any answer!
who will i choose?
for me, this is really a hard decision!
and i dont know what to do..
i'm sorry if i said you're selfish..
but i think i'm selfish too~
indeed this is a human reflection!

if the boy were you, i will save you too..♥
i'd make the decision!

sometimes, we ''human'' indeed are really selfish..
we cannot deny it!
because this is a real fact!
we couldn't affort to loss someone we love..

• let say, if you have choosen to sacrifice your own son..will you be happy for your whole life?
• let say, if you loss someone you really precious..
  will you be happy for your whole life?

but some's will say, if you had save a train of people, you will be more happy!
you save more lives!
people will be glad for you!

but still you loss your love one....
i couldn't affort to loss someone i love...