Helps that never come..

again..

it never comes..

asking again..

it still never comes..

i suppose to get help from her,

but..

it seem..

that she never offer any help..

should i have faith with her?

i think i shouldn't..

she has been abusing my trust!

not once..but many times!

i tried..
i tried to convince myself..
should i?
i'm not sure..

i regret..
i regret that i came back..

i hope..
i hope she will see this..
as i do not have any courage to tell her..