this is so called ''friend''...

Je vais t'écrire un message en français ^^

Tout à l'heure tu m'as dit que j'étais mignon haha
Je sais pas si tu as dis ça juste parce que tu savais seulement dire ça, mais ça m'a fait plaisir xD
Tu es très mignon toi aussi O.O
Je te manque ?
Toi aussi tu me manque :p
ça m'a fait super plaisir de te parler. J'espere qu'on pourra se parler jusqu'à très longtemps. Je t'aime bien comme ami, tu me fais rire.
Je t'aime beaucoup Dazz .... =/
Prends soin de toi !
Bisous ♥

this is a message from a friend of mine~
and i would like to say something to him!

dear antoine~♥
friends are indeed like this..
we will always thinking of each other..
taking care of each other..
and so, this is called ''friend''..
and honestly, what i said is truely sincere from my heart!
is just depends on how u mean it..
and of course i would like to have you as my friend too, you are a great  man!!
but rather making you happy, i would like you to take care of your self..
don't always stay late!
don't always skipped your sleep!
do't always skipped class!
don't always smoke!
this is so called ''friend''

i hope you dont mind i busybody here!
i hope you will stay happily and laugh always!
you looks better with your smile on your face!
Prends soin de toi !

et je vous aime toujours!!
Bisous ♥

homosexuality..

i guess this topic is quite sensitive and interesting huh...
so, what do you think of it?
weirdo?
there are the same as us!!
for me, i will think that this is a kind of modern reflection!!
people tends to change themself to adapt to this urban concept!!
but may i asked you again, do you think this is right?
i guess no one will know the answer!
so let me answer you this question!!
i totally support to homosexuality as there are friends around me who are 'gay'..
as far as i see them, they are always get bullied by the people surround them..
there are always get teased by the people surround them..
people always have a misconcept towards them..

1. Oh!! you're gay? so you must be having lots of sex.
2. you're gay? do you have AIDS/HIV?
3. you're gay? when did you start being gay?
4. OMG!! you're gay!! don't touch me!! don't come near to me!! you have virus!! you're dirty!!

i think everyone will sure think of these in their mind!!
but do you know how much you hurt them?
had you ever asked them?
A FEW BAD APPLES CAN RUIN A WHOLE TREEE!!
people tends to jump into conclusion based on very limites experience/exposure/acknowledgement
sometimes i do feel that the song ''born this way'' by lady gaga is quite correct!
we should not treat them as 'allien'

so, shall we start to treat them as one of us?
yes!! we should!!

tyler..

to my dearest tyler:

just saw your blog...
and honestly i'm really being touched by what you wrote..
a friend that knows me by the heart..
a friend that knows what i like..
a friend that share my happiness and sorrow..
a friend that nice to gossip with..
a friend that even share my secret..
that is you...TYLER..
i have been with you 3 months..not too long and not too short..
and truely, you are the one who accompany me from the first to the last..
the friendship that we have..is something that cannot be express by words..
i appreciate this friendship and i know you will..
without a partner is not a big deal..
because i'm always there to support you..
without me to answer 'anatomy' with you?
you will be trained to be more confident in answering question!
without me to cook with you?
you will learned to be a better cook!
just to tell you that anything is possible..
don't always look down on yourself!
you are much more better than someone out there!
sometimes, i do think that you are smart!
and that is real..
but you always complain that we are better than you!
and that is not true!
because we all agree that you are better than us,
may be you just dont have enough luck on that particular day!
(what an explaination)
and honestly and truely, sincerely from my heart..
i love to have you as my friend!
thanks for being my friend!

thanks friends..

a friendship that had just begin to fluorish..
i never thought it ended up so soon..
althought it was just a merely 3 months..
but the bonds that created between us..
is something that we cannot imagine..
is really something strong that holding us together!

if i were given a chance..

i will still choose to stay together with you all..

to study with you all..

to go to class with you all..

if i were given a chance..

i will still wants to meet up with you all somedays later..

having vacation with you all together..

because you all had given me such a sweet memories..

and till the last moments at the airport..

you all still accompanied me..

but all these are God's plans..

we cannot decide either..

but still..

i really glad..

i really glad that god had sent you all to my life!

you all are so wonderful!!

you all are awesome!!
remember what happended at the airport?
the tears that i falled..
is sincere from my heart..
because i never regret to know you all..
and i also believe that the tears that you falled..
is sincere from your heart too..
because we are true friend!

the memories that we had created together..
had became a past~
but 'they' will always remain in our heart..
just between us..
and i believe that..
and i always will..
and i purposely write a journal..
it's about my life in russia..
just to keep in mind that i have friends that always care about me!

for me..
you all are such a wonderful friends..
are lovely friends of mine..
thanks friends..

it's a day to be happy..^^..

is 20th!!

tyler first birthday in moscow!!

how do you feel, tyler?

after all we did to u!!

having fun after all?

suffer?

is ok la!

once a while!!

growing older is not a bad thing after all!!

your spiritually will become more mature!!

your thinking!!

your characteristic!!

but of course i prefer you stay childish!!

stay more playful!!

and so..

one thing i need to remind you,

i won't post any of your video up!!

but for them, i'm not sure!!

and one more thing is don't plan anything for my birthday!!

and you knew what does it means!!

i'm not looking forward to it!!

is 2 more days left!!

i need to think of these first before i can proceed toward it!!

ok?

keep smiling..^^