decision that hard to me..

when comes to decision, i really hate it!!

i saw this video on facebook..
is about a father who sacrifice his own son to save a train of people!
how great is the father!
if that little boy is your son, what will you do?
will you just sacrifice your own son?
or choose to sacrifice a train of people to save your own lovely son?

i asked my friend ''antoine''..
who will u choose?
he choose the boy..
i told him that he is selfish and i said i rather sacrifice myself..
and he said: if he were u, i will do the same..[i'll save you]
and he asked me: what will you do?
i stuned at the moment!
i can't think of any answer!
who will i choose?
for me, this is really a hard decision!
and i dont know what to do..
i'm sorry if i said you're selfish..
but i think i'm selfish too~
indeed this is a human reflection!

if the boy were you, i will save you too..♥
i'd make the decision!

sometimes, we ''human'' indeed are really selfish..
we cannot deny it!
because this is a real fact!
we couldn't affort to loss someone we love..

• let say, if you have choosen to sacrifice your own son..will you be happy for your whole life?
• let say, if you loss someone you really precious..
  will you be happy for your whole life?

but some's will say, if you had save a train of people, you will be more happy!
you save more lives!
people will be glad for you!

but still you loss your love one....
i couldn't affort to loss someone i love...

this is so called ''friend''...

Je vais t'écrire un message en français ^^

Tout à l'heure tu m'as dit que j'étais mignon haha
Je sais pas si tu as dis ça juste parce que tu savais seulement dire ça, mais ça m'a fait plaisir xD
Tu es très mignon toi aussi O.O
Je te manque ?
Toi aussi tu me manque :p
ça m'a fait super plaisir de te parler. J'espere qu'on pourra se parler jusqu'à très longtemps. Je t'aime bien comme ami, tu me fais rire.
Je t'aime beaucoup Dazz .... =/
Prends soin de toi !
Bisous ♥

this is a message from a friend of mine~
and i would like to say something to him!

dear antoine~♥
friends are indeed like this..
we will always thinking of each other..
taking care of each other..
and so, this is called ''friend''..
and honestly, what i said is truely sincere from my heart!
is just depends on how u mean it..
and of course i would like to have you as my friend too, you are a great  man!!
but rather making you happy, i would like you to take care of your self..
don't always stay late!
don't always skipped your sleep!
do't always skipped class!
don't always smoke!
this is so called ''friend''

i hope you dont mind i busybody here!
i hope you will stay happily and laugh always!
you looks better with your smile on your face!
Prends soin de toi !

et je vous aime toujours!!
Bisous ♥

decision..

road that had been walked for so many years..
dream that yet to come true..
just dissapear out of sudden!!
in a despair mood but yet life still have to carry on!!
start a new life with a new dream?
possible?
yet, it's an unknown~

but now, it's time to make a change!!

homosexuality..

i guess this topic is quite sensitive and interesting huh...
so, what do you think of it?
weirdo?
there are the same as us!!
for me, i will think that this is a kind of modern reflection!!
people tends to change themself to adapt to this urban concept!!
but may i asked you again, do you think this is right?
i guess no one will know the answer!
so let me answer you this question!!
i totally support to homosexuality as there are friends around me who are 'gay'..
as far as i see them, they are always get bullied by the people surround them..
there are always get teased by the people surround them..
people always have a misconcept towards them..

1. Oh!! you're gay? so you must be having lots of sex.
2. you're gay? do you have AIDS/HIV?
3. you're gay? when did you start being gay?
4. OMG!! you're gay!! don't touch me!! don't come near to me!! you have virus!! you're dirty!!

i think everyone will sure think of these in their mind!!
but do you know how much you hurt them?
had you ever asked them?
A FEW BAD APPLES CAN RUIN A WHOLE TREEE!!
people tends to jump into conclusion based on very limites experience/exposure/acknowledgement
sometimes i do feel that the song ''born this way'' by lady gaga is quite correct!
we should not treat them as 'allien'

so, shall we start to treat them as one of us?
yes!! we should!!

should be a happy day~

i guess it's suppose to be a happy day..
ya!! it should be!! went to Jogoya japanese restaurant!
having buffet...
first in my life time i guess~
haha! quite a nice place!
nice environment, nice food, n pretty waitress..
but..it's a bit too crowded i guess!!

start with a hot herbal chicken soup to warm up my stomach!!
cos i skipped my breakfast just for this buffet!!
come with an empty stomach so that i can eat more!! so far, this soup is quite tasty!! wanted to have one more..but end up just have one..
might get too full!!><

then continue with some tit-bits~

mashmallow with chocolate dips~

soft and sweet~

yummy!

guess you are drooling now!!

actually this is quite special!!

you all should try it at home!!

cheese and pepper hot dog is quite delicious too~

come with cheese first then continue with pepper!

crunchy and elasticity!!

haha!

like rubber i guess!!

green oyster and barbeque chicken!!

sweet and fishy!!

like usual, post some photo to update myself!!

comes with my favourite ''grill honey banana'', sweet and soft!!

cakes with green tea flavour, cheese and caramel....

followed by 'haazel daze' ice cream, with belgium chocolate and rum raisin!!!

what a wonderful day~

playing with the carrot~

end up with cocktail drinks~

see you till then!!

love you~



shall i?

cheerful!

a real characteristic of mine!

should i just be myself?

or is time to make a change?

to become a more mature person?

or to just become myself again?

erm..........

ermmm.........

i would like to be myself..

but..

would also like to change myself..

...

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birthday..

just celebrated my friends birthday..

and it reminds me of my birthday in pushkin..

that birthday..i always keep it in my heart!

the first birthday that celebrated with friends and in a foreign country, moscow, russia..

the memories that i had on that day..

is unforgetable..

included the moments..

the feeling i had..

the emotion i had..

everything..

everything will be in my heart..

still looking for that day..

still looking for the chance to be together..

looking forward..

looking forward to that day..